Let me start with a riddle –
Throughout your life, you look forward to this thing.
It’s more important than your salary, bonus and even
dreams.
Without it, you can easily get frustrated.
Without it, you can hardly find time to celebrate and
relax.
What is it?
It’s the holidays!
Holidays are the best thing that can happen to a person.
But for me, it was a punishment. I am Ashwin and I hate Leh.
Everything was normal a few weeks back. I stay at the
extension of the equator, Chennai. Getting roasted, barbecued, and steamed is a
part of my life style. And by nature, you can call me a Sakht Launda (guy with
focused attitude - Zakir Khan). As my routine goes, between Youtube and Netflix,
I do some work from home.
New years eve was around the corner and my social window was
filled with ads. As soon as I opened my social media apps, everything was
calling out to me. There was year-end sale, flash sale, DJ night, special
dinner, music might, and even discounts on lingerie (Why Google???).
I wanted to do something different. Something unique. I shut
my social window and started thinking. What can be challenging and totally
different for a South Indian guy to experience? Suddenly, a notification popped
up on my phone. It was an FB post with two huge snow-covered mountains and the
caption said, “THE MOUNTAINS ARE CALLING YOU”.
A unique temptation filled my mind and when I answered the
mountain’s call, 30 thousand rupees went out of my pocket. I had booked the “MARKHA
VALLEY WINTER TREK” with Bikat advebtures. Then, the next thing was the
obvious show-off. I was flaunting my rucksack, trekking attire, and leather
boots to everyone. My journey until the Leh airport was filled with many #s.
(#explorer, #himalayas, #InnerPeace, #snow, #2021 etc.)
As soon as my flight landed at Leh airport, I could still
hear the voice of the mountains. They were constantly calling out me. I ogled
the compact airport premise out the window for some time and finally got ready
to come out of the plane. When I stepped out, I was in for a huge revelation.
The mountains were not calling out to me, they were laughing and giving me
Gaali.
The temperature was – 15-degree celcius. My nervous system
went mad and my fingers started playing tabla. My teeth were clacking like a
typewriter. The others members of the Markha trek group who joined me at the
airport were completely excited and taking selfies. I was faking my smile and
just rushed towards the hotel. To add to my misery, the high altitude gave me
headaches and dizziness. Throughout that night, one thought kept popping in my
mind – the DJ night in Chennai would have been a better option.
The next day, my entire group assembled in the common area
of the hotel. After a lot of struggle, I added more layers of clothing, sneaked
out of my room, and managed to reach the common area late. I was literally
looking like a fat onion. our trek leader was briefing about the trek and
everyone was introducing themselves. Since I had already lost my confidence to
the harsh weather, I remained silent. That's when a warm sensation crept into
my heart. Something pleasant was approaching me. A beautiful girl came out the
kitchen and sat next to me. Sometimes in our life, when we see some thing or
some person, a familiar bell rings and creates an impression. The warm feeling
which I got from her was sensational and not just rang a bell, it played
violins in the backdrop.
She was totally different. She had a radiant complexion that
stood out. Her body was so curvy and her lips were way prominent than others.
Even her silence radiated warmth and her presence was like flowing water.
Everyone sat around her and shared their stories with her.
Wow, what a girl, I thought to myself. The fear of cold and
high altitude was fading away. My lost confidence found its way back to my
heart and when I was about to make a move, she went back to the kitchen and
never came out. From that moment things got interesting. The thought of the DJ
night vanished and my heart was filled with that mysterious girl.
My curiosity went crazy and a lot of questions came to my
mind.
Who is she?
Will I see her in the trek?
Can I steal a glance from her?
Will I get some alone time with her?
With a lot of anticipation and unanswered questions, I
dozed off.
The next morning, my journey to Markha valley began. After
witnessing the beautiful landscapes and snow-capped mountains, my small heart
automatically grew and I became magnanimous. After watching many Bollywood
actors dancing on snow, I always wanted to feel my first impression on it. That
happened at Markha valley. Walking on the frozen river was exciting and my trek
mates were sliding and dancing on it. Everyone relished their time there.
This was all because of her. Just a few moments with her in
my life changed my perspective of this place. I missed her. I wanted to spend
some quality time with her. I wanted to share my view and my experience with
her. I wanted to thank her for just being there.
Finally, after a lot of waiting, I saw her back at our
dining tent. After observing her, I understood her routine. She appeared for 3
times a day. During breakfast, lunch, and dinner. No wonder she was always
stuck in the kitchen tent. People say the way to a person's heart is through
delicious food. So, somehow, I believed her timings were set for me.
This little clarity gave me solace. Now, the next big thing
was to get some privacy and make her comfortable. However, my lively teammates
started to irritate me and surrounded her most of the time. Whenever I got
closer, the others sat around her and kept her for themself. They enjoyed her
warmth and kept on sharing their stories with her.
Being a Sakht launda, I had never experienced jealousy
before. But this time, it was really heavy. I wanted to steal her and keep her
for myself. I wanted to embrace her round waist and make her sit on my lap. I
wanted to tell her the stories of my past and make fresh memories with her.
Thankfully, the mountains helped me with this issue. Initially, they mocked me,
later they gave me enough momentum, and peace to move on.
I waited patiently. Though I was in my late 20’s, I acted
like a teenager. Sometimes, late in the night, I would leave my tent and sneak
into the kitchen tent to see her. I would make excuses and started getting
close to the cook, just to make some eye contact with her. As usual, she would
reply with a warm silence.
Finally, the big day came where our group reached the
vantage point and saw the mighty Kang Yatse peak. Enroute a successful summit,
we all became close and shared our personal views and the revelations we got at
Markha Valley. Everyone spoke about their views on the beauty, the peace they
got there and a few even planned to revisit this winter wonderland. I remained
silent and just thought of her.
The journey ended and we all came back to our hotel at Leh.
I was still patient and waiting for my moment with her. It was the last night
and New Year’s Eve. To celebrate 2021, the entire group went to the nearest deluxe
room and started to party. I stayed in the common area, alone. And that’s when
she came out of the kitchen.
My heartbeat rose, violins from the backdrop started to gain
tempo in my mind and the silence was loud. Without any hesitation, I removed my
gloves, embraced her waist, picked her up, and made her sit on my lap. I played
a piece of romantic music on my phone, opened the windows, and we enjoyed the
view of the moon-lit snowcapped mountains and twinkling stars at -25 degree
Celsius in the night. It was a magical moment for both of us.
Just like her, I maintained a deep silence even now. Our
body warmth grew in sync and we finally bonded together. From the first moment,
I knew that this will be a short-lived love story and this won't continue. She
belonged to the cold mountains of Leh and I belonged to the hot plains of South
India.
After a few moments of bliss, I took a glass from the table,
gently slanted her, and poured some hot tea from her mouth. I enjoyed every sip
of it and finally broke the silence and said -
“You are the most beautiful kettle I have ever seen in my
life”
When the song ended the cook from the kitchen took her away.
For the last time, we exchanged glances and parted our own ways.
With a heavy heart and a fresh feeling, I came back to
Chennai and wrote about her in my diary. This is the reason I hate Leh. I hate
Leh for giving me a beautiful experience. I hate Leh for giving me a new
perspective and I hate Leh and Markha Valley for making me fall in love. I hate
Leh because I love it.
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